my fingers are falling apart now 'cause i can't talk to 
you. we've fell into this pattern of returning the hurt. 
i know the more i try desperately to let you know how 
much i'm trying the further away i push you. i feel like 
i'm losing you. i feel like i'm losing any chance. and 
why do you tell me to let go? i will never let go of you 
in my heart. there's too much to remember; too many 
mistakes i've made to give up now. i don't wanna lose you 
to one of your quick, bad decisions. the ones you make 
when you're running away. the ones you're unaware of. the 
ones that are making me the least important person in 
your life... why do you tell me to let go? i will never 
let go of you in my heart. no matter how cruel you get. 
but when will you be aware of that? i miss you.