I cannot explain 

WHy I am this why

Precaution please leave me alone

I'm tired of hearing what you got to say 

Sometimes I like it 

Sometimes I don't 

But it seems I always want to be what I'm not

And I'm not satisfied with what I got

I'm looking through a tinted glass

That changes color with each question that I ask

Part of me is new

Part of me is old

I'm running fast

but can I hold 

on too this dream 

thats grows at such a speed

I don't know what I want 

Or what I need 


I cannot explain 

For I do not not

Confusion is planted in my mind

And the seed continues to grow

Sometimes I like it

Most times I don't

The more I know 

The more I ask 

Will I find answers 

Or is this my task

Will a day arrive 

When I am sure of something

The unobtainable 

Intrigues me

Greener grass 

I can see

When my vision is obscured 


By desire

Sometimes I missed

Looked deeper than the water's bridge

Take a deep breath

Before I dive in

Take a deep dreath

Before I try to swim in 


Take a deep breath

Take a deep breath


(Thanks to Brit for these lyrics)