While you was gone you must have done a lot of favors

You've got a whole lot of things I don't think

That you could ever have paid for

While you've been busy crying

About my past mistakes

I've been busy trying to make a change

I made a change

I've been riding with the ghost

I've been doing whatever he told me

I've been looking door to door to see

if there was someone who'd hold me

I never met a single one who didn't see through me

None of them could love me if they thought they might lose me

Unless I made a change

See I ain't getting better. I am only getting behind

I am standing on a crossroad trying to make up my mind

I'm trying to remember how it got so late

Why every night pain comes from a different place

Now something's got to change

I put my foot to the floor

To make up for the miles I've been losing

See I'm running out of things

I didn't even know I was using

And while you've been busy

Learning how to complain

I've been busy learning

How to make a change

I made it (almost) (again)