unjust response for your ignorance...

intensify my rage

unrest that makes me strong

disrespect underneath

the innocence... magnify my hurt

temperence in pleasure

too drunk to comprehend the guilt...

forget nothing... take it... you need it...

make believe you love me...

pretend it's candy

one more time for the past...

take the risk

have one more lick... one more stick

one more taste of my prick...

just for laughs

i want her seduction of naked ways

stop taking... disappear...

don't take my confidence

i'm muredering the love in my mind

i'm murdering the love in your eyes

deny it... destroy it... unreal feeling

pushing harder... falling deeper

coward decision... envisionment

let me free this... cover your eyes

venting all pain to flow with no strain

a discretion for this excuse

the years spent with child abuse

cold non-emotion overload

highly wound

computer image scapegoat

a rerun painstaking sequence code

turncoat of my closest brother

i speak my mind... my truth...

a respond that's bleak

i hate your fake... love... lust...

the game... your mistake

don't think... don't blink...

lose your head to solve the link

i've tried to ignore this...

the sweet taste of lust on my lips

drastically makes my head twitch...

chemically... mentally...

spent eternity destroying it

restrain to dominate

putting me in my fake mental state...

to be something

it's the disease i have...

my drug... my lonely drug

i could have it... it's in my face

locked down... no escape