Been scared and lonely

I've asked myself is something wrong with you

My girlfriend told me

I need some time alone to deal with issues



But something makes me carry on

It's difficult to understand 

Why I always wanna fly



I do it for the drugs

I do it just to feel alive

I do it for the love

That I get from the bottom of a bottle



You always call me

And ask me how I make it through the day

I'm always fallin'

I guess it's just god's way of making me pay



But something makes me carry on

It's difficult to understand, why I always wanna fly



I do it for the drugs

I do it just to feel alive

I do it for the love

That I get from the bottom of a bottle

I do it for the drugs

I do it just to feel alive

I do it for the love

That I get from the bottom of a bottle



When I, I wonder why I try

And I, I wonder why I bother

And I, I wonder why I cry

Why I, I go through all this trouble



I do it for the drugs

I do it just to feel alive

I do it for the love

That I get from the bottom of a bottle

I do it for the drugs

I do it just to feel alive

I do it for the love

That I get from the bottom of a bottle