I miss myself more than anything.

I can't go back to where I can be seen.

No, not tonight.

Sometimes I feel like I stayed home and slept.

No one is here and my progress goes unchecked, but on this night.

I can't lift this up.

I wander through these blank landscapes.

Searching I want to reach back.

I want to return home now.

I can see you standing there

(Can't forget about the others,

Can't forgive for all of the others)

I can feel me falling here.

The sleep I took tonight was stolen from ghosts who haunt

and I can't control them,

No, not tonight.

They make me feel like I'm just stalling out.

I'm not the one and my fears are falling now, but on this night.

I can't lift this up.