Why hast thou forsaken me?

Why hast thou turned away thy face

From me thy servant in distress

Oh Lord bent me thine ear!



All night long I drown in my tears

My bones are vexed, my heart is sore and vexed

Water rises to my lips

My throat is sore, I cannot speak



Lord I beg thee to free me of this grief

Which still haunts my soul, and makes my heart grow cold



I am merely all skin over bone

My flesh is too weak to resist the temptations

Which the evil layeth upon my path

I fear I yield to this heavy burden



"What has become of the son, who loved me

for so many years and now calls me into doubt

He who has worshipped me for so long

Now lives under the spell of the wicked

That brings his soul only further in Darkness

Away from love and closer to hatred

Don't you know that I'll always love you?

Return to me and I'll take care of you

I'll bring peace in your mind and rest in your troubled heart

I will treat you as my son

I'll make you a warrior of the Light"



Nightly creatures still haunt my soul

Crawling against the walls of my broken heart

screaming inhuman blasphemous words

Exalting the hordes of demon lords



Where are you God?!?!

"Here, waiting for you my son."



I will always love you Lord

Even in times of terrible Darkness

Nothing can stop me from worshipping you

Even if it means the end of my earthly life