Jaundiced jig-saw puzzle looking for a fight
Please kick me hard so I can sleep softly tonight
Take apart my heart and fit i back together
Before I shoot my wad of curdled milk into the gutter
And if you only knew
If you only knew
you would have to
And if you only knew
If you only knew
You would be glad to
Expose me to the hungry elements
Show me the footage of my tried tied and tangled hands
And umbrage to my heroes so gallant and gangrenous
Pull them out by the roots and take away my dead limbs

And if I only knew
If I only knew
You wouldn't have to
And if I only knew
If I only knew
I wouldn't ask you to
There's a prank caller in my muddy mouth
Who gives me the spirits that I cannot spit out
So when I shake with strychnine clench my teeth and my 
muscles dance
Will you follow my suit how far will you chase my 
ambulance
And if you only knew
If you only knew
How much I hate it here
And if you only knew
If you only knew
You wouldn't try to keep me here