Pain my friend

In solitude

This coldness suits me right

All the pain 

I've struck through you

Is the shame forever mine



I felt you in my shiver

I hear you in my dreams

My body numb and linger

Stunned as dark reveals



It breathes the sweat of night air

It lurks behind my brows

I'm sorry that you were here

To witness all my faults



Pain my friend...



Longing for touch 

Longing for arms

Around my hips

Lips for my lips



I'm worn and cast aside

Her thighs lay open wide



Yearning for one

Yearning for all

In lust I beg

Tongue on my neck



I'm worn and cast aside

Her thighs lay open wide



Pain my friend...



Invitia amente est

Perpetua pudeo mei

Carita Suus Renovare

Furore et dolore suus



To hurt and bleed this I deserve

May every tear strike every nerve

I dwell in depths, where I belong

Just let me sink with flames below



...with flames below!



Let my life, hour by hour,

Like fallen leaf by earth devour 

With hollow end my hollow life

Without her bear my solemn strife



Longing for touch...



My emptiness

Yearning for one

I hide in you

Yearning for all

The tears I cry

In lust I beg

The shame I hide

Tongue on my neck



Rain my friend

You were right

This emptiness suits me fine

Every torn out

Tear she cried

Are for shame forever mine



Shame my friend

I hide in you

This loneliness stills the night

Every moment

Without you

Is the shame forever - mine!