let's see

let me think back 

'cause it's been about five years now

and I'm thinking that I should be 

a little bit more screwed up than I am

barely a bitter bone inside of me

I feel fine at least I think I am

and it's hard to admit 

that this family is disfunctional

why don't I just give in 

and make believe I'm struggling

within it all

let's see

let me think back

'cause it's been about five years now

and I'm not freaking out

I don't need to speak to someone

mom you know Ill be okay

trust me believe me hear me

this is my therapy

this is my outlet

this mic's her tape recorder

this stage her leather couch

let's see

let me think back 

'cause it's been about five years now