From a distant shadow 

I stepped out to the light

Amazed by shapes before me

Tried with all my might 

Focus on whets happening

I think I might be dead

Is this what I've wanted

I had a choice instead,



Why is this fascination so real?

Where had it all began

When was the first time that I thought I could feel?

I would give a damn



Hear me calling

Come and take me there

See me falling

Take my life, it's fair



Journey of a lifetime

To die and so its said

Tell me why it's amazing

Have I been mislead?



I've focused on the ending

Always what's ahead?

For seconds I am thinking

Moments lift to dread



Since this fascination is real

Blinded by my plan

No attention to the people who feel

They all give a damn