How can I forget 

The things that I, I still regret 

I'm wasted 

Digest this bitter pill 

I close my eyes 

Cold sweat's I feel the chill 

Inside 

I descent into the abyss of a sin 

Recall decisions that I made wthin 

This sense of guilt building up deep inside 

Respect of the main I once knew slowly dies 

Confined to sleepless nights 

My past will haunt 

My constant shadow fights 

I fall 

As time stands still, memories just stay alive 

My head hangs low from the lack of disguise 

The weakness slowly dismembers my soul 

I can't find exactly where I lost control