How long will I keep this candid camera smile?

My muscles hurt, I better rest for a while

Breathing is the only thing that keeps alive

All this oxygen, crushes me, leaves me so tight

Let me out...



My pain is leading, I got no control from now

Don't try to help me, I don't want to put you down

All my reasons will be misunderstood,

I wish you well, in here there's nothing good



My heart is rotten with all the worst kind of disease

It tries to be better but all it can do is bleed

I'm so tired of myself

Oh God please take me away and bring someone else



One of my friends believes in what she reads

And she's always talking about the end of the century

But listen, have you ever stopped to realise

That if it happened there would be noone to feel alone?

No pain at all...



I should be going, so much damage I've done

So many tears and still alot more to come

Excuse me, don't push my wheel chair

I don't want to go anywhere



My heart is rotten with all the worst kind of disease

It tries to be better but all it can do is bleed

I'm so tired of myself

Oh God please take me away and bring someone else

Alone, I don't care

And now all I remember is the smell of your hair