Here I stay, I bet you wish I was away

Such a potent opinion from someone

Who was never meant to be here

So alone, especially when I was with you

You didn't have to suffer now

I guess you made that crystal clear



Can't you see? That's not me

Well, I guess I wasn't looking

When they slipped something in my drink

Never breaks, just mistakes

It's true I can't do anything right

What difference does it make?



Had your trust until I killed it in distrust

In absentminded slumber I've burned

All those bridges down

I can't stand how all the grains slip through my hands

Persistent state of breakdown

Is running all I have into the ground



Don't try to understand me

Don't read between the lines

You can't comprehend me

It's just a waste of your time

My fortune reads bitter

A million ways to abuse

Playing victim doesn't fit her

I guess I'm born to lose