Sometimes we fight 
Sometimes I cry 
Why don't I 
Just tell him goodbye 
Sometimes I should 
But sometimes I don't 
Build up the strength to 
Say that it's wrong 

Sometimes I hate 
Sometimes I love 
Sometimes I hurt 
Sometimes I don't 
Sometimes I wait 
For him to change 

But it's okay 
I've disguised the pain 
And I don't ever wanna leave him alone 
They say I'm brainwashed but I'm in love 
With this man 
Yeah 

Keep telling myself that it's not worth it 
I already know I don't deserve it 
But if it's from you I don't mind hurting 
This is my perfect nightmare 
So when will I wake up and scream 
No way, no way, no way, no way, no way, no way, no way 
But if it's from you I don't mind hurting 
This is my perfect nightmare 
Perfect nightmare 

Sometimes I keep my cool 
Sometimes I let him know 
Sometimes I even pack my bags to walk out the door 
Sometimes I feel safe 
Sometimes I really don't 
Sometimes I promise that i'm ready to let him go 
But I don't ever wanna leave him alone 
They say I'm brainwashed but I'm in love 
With this man 
Oh oh

Keep telling myself that it's not worth it 
I already know I don't deserve it 
But if it's from you I don't mind hurting 
This is my perfect nightmare 
So when will I wake up and scream 
No way, no way, no way, no way, no way, no way, no way  
But if it's from you I don't mind hurting 
This is my perfect nightmare 
Perfect nightmare 

Hoping he's changing 
But I'm scared he's not 
Can't see a way to leave 
Help me open my eyes 

Keep telling myself that it's not worth it 
I already know I don't deserve it 
But if it's from you I don't mind hurting 
This is my perfect nightmare 
Perfect 

Keep telling myself that it's not worth it 
I already know I don't deserve it 
But if it's from you I don't mind hurting 
This is my perfect nightmare 
So when will I wake up and scream 
No way, no way, no way, no way, no way, no way, no way 
But if it's from you I don't mind hurting 
This is my perfect nightmare 
Perfect nightmare 
No way, no way, no way, no way, no way, no way, no way  
But if it's from you I don't mind hurting 
This is my perfect nightmare 
Perfect nightmare 
Perfect nightmare