Today my past has come alive to eat
All of the guts that I use to just keep my feet
Moving left and right as my legs shake like trees
Oh how I curse the heavens for not taking me

Goddamn! This whole mess that's me
I don't trust myself (I'm in way too deep)
And every night I erase the day
With the strongest drinks they'll give to me

I awake much to my dismay to find
That I'm still staring at the same ceiling
I just wish once that I could get this right
And have the angels from the south take me at night

Goddamn, this whole mess that's me
I don't trust myself (I'm in way too deep) 
And every night I erase the day
With the strongest drinks they'll give to me 

All I have is meaningless
And all I found is nothingness
In this self-loathing sickness

All I have is meaningless
And all I found is nothingness
In this self-loathing sickness

Goddamn, this whole mess that's me
I don't trust myself (I'm in way too deep)
And every night I erase the day
With the strongest drinks they'll give to me

And all I have is meaningless
And all I found is nothingness