now whenever it rains i walk outside. i don't stay out of the rain; it feels just right. sentimental drunk- heart exploding with love- trying so hard to hold on. perfect moments make everything else look fake. wanna stay up forever. i've got a message for you: i've invented my own truth. i've got a message for you: i always walked on a path that i was told i shouldn't walk and i was always in another place when you started to talk. i dreamed of some kind of perfect life and i never even realized what it was. i've got a message for you: i've done okay in spite of you. i've got a message for you: i did the things you said not to do. i've got a message for you: i never saw your point of view. i've got a message for you: f - u - c - k - y - o - u. i've got a message for you: i fucked it up and i still turned out okay and i'm happy being everything you hate. i'm still walking like a jerk out in the rain. i still wake up with a smile on my face.