Downward spiral

I thought the worst had passed me by

but I can't go on

in this cycle I know too well


So fly......away.....

and I'll kill you before I kill myself to be......

free


Long discussions

I tell you how I feel

but still you sit there waiting

eyes are cold, and your heart is black

but still he walks slowly

the same rhythm of feet on floor

just to kill me softly

but I'll kill you before I kill myself


So fly......away.......

and I'll take you before I take myself and be......

free


One more romance

one more hate unto my heart

until I stick this through him

and I'm covered in his blood

and I hope they both die

a painful death which I deserve

cuz I'm always wrong

so myself,... so ya know I'll be free


Hate is such a strong word

yet it seems to perfectly describe my feelings towards you