Where are you? 
I'm losing sight in myself 
All these lights are reflecting 
Going through pyramids, 
Distorting all colors now 
They're tricking me with their shadows, 
They're tricking me with their shadows. 
I always saw this coming 
But refused to take notice 
That my solitude is a prescribed drug 
That feeds my addiction 
It makes the shadows, 
resemble exacatly what I'm missing 
It's not what I want, but It's what I need 
And it's always the same thing. 
It's been two years since the end 
And I can't feel anything at all now 
It's like a faulting nervous system 
I touch but can't feel at all 
They're morphing and changing 
I can't help to feel your speaking to me 
Are you speaking to me? 
They're morphing and changing 
They're more distinct and I can 
Swear it's your shadow 
Speak to me, Speak to me 
I can't feel at all. 
These thoughts, are the echo of a voice I should hear 
But they dance in the headlights 
I can hear your voice searching for something, 
I'm searching for something myself 
Cause I'm lost, 
God I'm so lost 
My eyes are backwards and my mind is dark 
As the rain that fell that night 
Behind black shades, 
In the form of tears above your gravestone 
All my fears hit me in that instant 
As the blank faces around reflected myself like a mirror showing every 
drought-like crack, 
Cause her body was taken away 
And that same day I parted my own 
Now I can't find the spark to this life, 
No I can't find a reason to live 
No reason, 
I can't find meaning in anything 
I can't find reason in anyone 
I can't find meaning, 
I can't find reason 
The bell jar's falling on me. 
Dear hope, 
Can you hear me? 
Dear hope, 
Can you hear me? 
You me me in my sorrow and redeemed all I had left 
Until the sea separated everything like the sunsets in our heads 
But the cancer in your chest refused the blood to reach your heart 
And not a single day goes by I don't completely fall apart 
I'm alone 
Black thoughts, my mind was plagued 
By the only light I knew, 
Spilling out of me in so many colors I never had a chance 
To calculate the rate of my sanity failing me day by day 
So hope I call you one last time 
To give me a sign or the end is mine 
Breathe in slowly I'm right here