All the pain that haunts me still.

And all the shame surrounding you, is now the past that I can't kill.

Forever wrapped around me.

And all the sadness was your life, are now the things that I can't hide.

It's just a fear that's deep inside, from all the years of hiding.



There's a ghost that's inside of my mind, and a pain is still haunting me. 

So I can never go back and rewind. 

And I can never have peace or be still. 



Somebody take this away.

But I have lived for you, and every single little thing you do.

But I have lived for you, and I won't kill myself for loving you.



They took you far away from me, so I could never find you. 

They made me blind but I can see, the loaded gun behind you. 

The end of all that this boy knew, inside of me was the inside of you. 

I miss the way we used to be, when I was what would bring you through. 



Because I have lived for you, and every little thing you do. 

But I can't rise above your lies, that you have gladly made your life. 

And I won't kill myself for loving you.