And I'll keep repeating
Everything I've ever done
To let you down
I'm constantly messing up
Disappointing people that I
Don't deserve
Again and again
Over and over
It's a vicious cycle
Is this something that
I'll ever overcome
I'm constantly beating myself up
A change in just one day
Knowing what I have to do to make a change and actually 
doing it
It's the hardest thing to ever try