Sometimes, I cant handle the cold/

Ill break another heart too fragile to hold/

Love dies, Im standing alone,

painting false hopes is a habit Ive grown/

Come find, why I said I dont love you/

and instead I was humbled and content with the 

struggle/

That you gave me, and said that I was crazy/

Words became chains and love became safety/

I saw trust until I lost the view...

And then I lost faith in us like I always do/

I refused, to complement your weakness/

Through all our ups and downs til I was sea-sick/

...Flashbacks I remember so well, we both held/

In November, when the snow fell/

But that changed, you were not a friend to me/

I distorted and soon I lost identity/

And when we fought and I tried to break the innocence/

You said lies, and I became a hypocrite/

You tried to hold the sadness when you grabbed tight/

(But I moved on from the shadows of our past life)/

You said you couldn't live if I ran away/

But part of me died, anyway, when I had to stay/

In a storm that I saw in groundview/

And I couldn't find the I (eye), it was all about U 

(you)/



Year One! I felt the dear sun/

A brand new hope before the tears come/

Year two! I see In clear view/

Ashamed of myself when I am near you/

Year three! I watch the stars fade/

Im a zombie whos walking through a heartache/

Year four! Youre forever away and the sun now shines as 

my memories fade/



All the feelings I have are hard to word/

I cant see the problem, my vision starts to blur/

Into an image of a violent struggle/

Of a slow suicide since the time I loved you/

Id, gladly die if youd pacify/

But you need too many things that I cant provide, so/

You looked for it inside another's arms/

Lied through ya teeth and cried that nothings wrong/

(It didn't stop) all the cryin in public/

Or telling me Im not the only guy you were f**kin!/

But I gave in to all my fears instead/

The only thing that ran more than me (were the tears 

you shed)

When you told me you cut inside ya flesh/

Youre depressed and youd rather die instead/

I could feel my heart tear to bits/

(The first time Ive cried ever since my parents split)/

And I knew, there was no you and I/

I kissed you goodbye, it felt like suicide/

Ob a bond that was made to sever/

When I turned my back on you and wouldn't face the 

weather/

And for a moment, it felt like nothing mattered/

Theres givers and theres takers, and youre just the 

latter/

I needed help but I got a struggle/

When I fell to pieces you couldn't solve the puzzle/

(We wept in puddles) til we were lost at sea/

(With regretful struggles) and a faded promise ring/

Your hands were full cuz you seemed to hold grudges/

While I chased both of our dreams through rosebushes, 

in November/



Year One! I felt the dear sun/

A brand new hope before the tears come/

Year two! I see In clear view/

Ashamed of myself when I am near you/

Year three! I watch the stars fade/

Im a zombie whos walking through a heartache/

Year four! Youre forever away and the sun now shines as 

my memories fade/



I couldn't think to hold a single hope/

So I pressed on my luck until my fingers broke/

Im treading steps through quicksand of past love/

To find closure from ice shoulders and hands touch/

And my mind is still plagued with the fragrances/

Of pain and bliss, and razorblades you made me grip/

When Id watch ya face with teary eyes/

And I had to cut myself so I could feel alive, but/

I found a place where the weather is much better now/

In greener pastures, where the rain is never out/

And ya face is replaced by another/

November's leaves stay, but have changed for the 

summer/

(and my) hope meddles (where I) go settle/

In the line that blurs from love to rose petals/

And the silence hurt, so I just followed through/

On a beaten street, never reaching peaks which I saw in 

you/

And now I see that you just took me for granted/

Had a diamond in the rough and you still took me for 

granite/

Cuz in November we gazed at sea scapes/

With each wave, symbolizing things that wed make/

Love and war we were born as keepsakes/

To underscore loves accord when peace breaks, In 

November/