I'm drinking on my bed 'til late just longing for relief
I'm drinking 'til I'm high, escaping from my grief
Staring in my glass I see you lay down in the grass the eyes still closed
Then you're back to shade I'll put you where the eyes wide open like a ghost
Dreadful creatures try to break my heart and try to make me mad
Make me lose my mind the aches are much to bear

I don't know how long I'm here, I'm not aware of time
Hide away my fear, I'm whispering your name
Trying to forget whatever, that we ever loved, we ever met
Trying not to think about your knocking on the door of my sick mind
So don't knock on my door, I won't be coming again
Don't weep over me, my new sorrow's no pain

I'm drinking on my bed 'til late just longing for relief
I'm drinking 'til I'm high, escaping from my grief
Dreadful creatures try to break my heart and try to make me mad
Make me lose my mind the aches are much to bear
Trying to forget whatever, that we ever loved, we ever met
Trying not to think about your knocking on the door of my sick mind


(C) Rob Hoeke; J. Schuursma