Delusion and lies have marked my life

Filled with difficulties and negative thoughts

I just think about the true meaning of it all

And i can't find no answers, and I feel so alone


Locked in my room without seeing anyone

A gun my only company, the only escape

I tried to raise up in front my problems

Without realizing that I am their slave


Thanks to myself i reached the point of no return

There is no hope for me and all my chances are now gone

Thanks to myself i reached the point of no return

There is no hope for me and all my chances are now gone


Hate my only feeling to the world around me

I never have been able to find the right way

Refusing any kind of help to heal my soul

Remaining in my world made of broken dreams


I feel my soul so cold

A sense of abandon poisons my heart

Drowning in the endless void of myself

With the sole intention to make it end


Thanks to myself i reached the point of no return

There is no hope for me and all my chances are now gone

Thanks to myself i reached the point of no return

There is no hope for me and all my chances are now gone