I lurk between the garbage of the world without a goal

In rare times of lucidity i still know i am a man

My life is just existence in an ocean of desolation

But i remember i were happy somewhere in the past


I was my fucking ruin

I was my fucking ruin


I remember all the love from my family

I remember my projects for the future, my ambitions

But things don't always go the way that you expect

Drugs and alcohol can morph you in the pale ghost of yourself


I was my fucking ruin

I was my fucking ruin


... And a young boy was found dead by hanging by the police this night in his flat. All he left is a short suicide note on the table, which will be kept secret by the inquirers until all the details will get clear.


I was my fucking ruin

I was my fucking ruin


As time went by the dawn was falling on me

Revealing a night without an end, a night without a light

So now I lurk between the garbage of this hostile world

Until i put the word end to the story of my life


I was my fucking ruin

You were my fucking ruin

My ruin.