I want to talk, like I'm talking to myself

I want to reach, yeah I could be someone else

And when a touch,

When a touch becomes to much

You know, I could be someone else

And I - yeah I know enough not to hope to know

But it's so hard, 'cause the night can fill my eyes

And you give me some distance, 

I can get so hard to find

And when a word, when a word cuts in too close

I can always get so hard to find

And I - I know enough

Not to hope to know

It was so clear, to have not been clear at all

I got so far to have come against a wall

The first, the final, no middle

Well it seems so real to me, 

To each is own illusions

If I could only believe