I'm on and off
And my mind somersaults
Shown my friends they’re loved
But i've been here too long

I’ll lose and find myself on a whim
And step past the black and white
Toward pensive ways to live
I'll move towards something permanent
I won't put it first and neverthelsss
I'll keep it all rollin

And I said
I want this warm kind of heat-
That softness
That closeness-
I don’t want to rise above
I'll reach for things that couldn't be
Not lost and not hopeless
Till i've given it enough.