(Intro)
Well I want you to know that I don't like the way that things are going in my life at this time
And the year is 2013 low self esteem is not good
(Verse)
Fuck my life there was once a time I wanted to settle down and have a wife
Events in the past prevented that from coming to light
Told the ex-friend that's the way I feel and it shocked him beyond belief so
(Chorus)
Fuck my life
F,U,C,K my life
(Verse)
Can't help it a part of me wants to go on and the next part wanna be buried
It's a scary thing to feel the pain and torcher within me but it's the pain
That keeps me real it's the pain that makes me a survivor certain people
Intrigue me it's the soul that I'm attracted to with a bit of physical
And Physiologically so
(Chorus)
Fuck my life (2 times)
(Verse)
It's the misery that makes me unstable stable can't you hear me
I hear the voices in my head still I've got to go on cause I've got a few more years
And I'm imploding internally
(Chorus)
Fuck my life (2 times)
Fuck my life with a big and sharp heavy knife so
Fuck my life I said Fuck my life with a big heavy knife
(Verse)
When I get close to a friend it's fucking scary because I meant
Get so emotionally attached and I hold them to a high standard
Don't disappoint me that's not an option
(Chorus)
Fuck my life (2 times)
Fuck my life with a big fat heavy knife
(Verse)
Those things that I wanted to come through wanted to settle down and have a wife
Events in the past prevented that from coming to light told them ex-friends
About the feelings inside it shocked them beyond belief so
(Chorus)
Fuck my life (2 times)
Fuck my life I said fuck my life
Ya heard fuck my life fuck my life
Fuck my life with a big heavy knife
(Verse)
Can't help it it's a part of me it's a scary thing to feel the pain the torcher in me
Inside deeper and deeper in my soul and it's the thing that made me a sole survivor