It's gone the safest escape, no trace of recognition 

I spot some fragments, but its to distant 

I feel it burning close, there's no difference 

afraid to let you inside, but it's just to persistent 

When I inhale to scream, I feel no strength in my body 

I feel numb and weak, I've lost again 

Sometimes I'm afraid to try and sometimes try is all I can do 

Afraid to connect, to reach joy 

what was the lowest price that I could possibly pay 

I shudder to reflect on it, I try to let it fade 

its coming on again, too strong to deny, breathe and make another try 

How do we define strength to carry on 

I haven't lost my faith, I'm still strong.