labeled as carnal desires
got me crazy crossin' up
      my wires

got my feet dirty 'cause I'm
      splashing in the puddles
got me crazy no room
      for rebuttals
I let down my guard like
      Doug I got lazy
hazy vision blurry in a
      hurry for immoral
      satisfaction
my heated passion desires
      I shoulda put out the fires
that smolder in my mind
      time after time, time
      after time
will you help me God to
      find my own way

got me crazy tryin' to find
      my own way

actual facts keep the
      theories intact
mental premonitions speaking
      flesh to rest
I will not go I will not bow
shapes and silhouettes making
      things complex
unleashing chemicals give
      my body a sign
a loss of control leads
      to moral regret
seduction, repercussion
      where I must defend
entering in the trinity within
      to fight sin

got me crazy tryin' to find
      my own way

inventive measures taken I
      feel my defenses breaking
independent of all wisdom
      secondary senses shaken
in time I arrive battered
      beaten and scarred
sensitivity charred from
      character barred
so hard to say goodbye to
      yesterday's dreamin'
still pullin' weeds from seeds of
      yesterday's schemin'
elusive representation of
      putting mercy to test
confessed in midnight sessions
      of my desires suppressed
entangled similes I've been
      meaning comprehend
conformed by the ways
      wearing dark shades
covering up my vulnerability
you can see I can see this
      lust is tempting me
to break the chains to
      avoid devastation
I pray for strength daily