You piece of s***
Coward
High on life and f***ed by drugs
In spiritual denial behind your false messiah
There's no fate but what we make ourselves
So lend a helping hand to your god's master plan
F***ed up, this is f***ed up why does it always have to 
end this way?
F***ed up, this s**** is f***ed up you know it always 
ends this way
And now you see that what your parents said was wrong
They only want you to obey and fit their perfect mould
But you're determined not to let them treat you that 
way
Face them head on, you know you can't lose
F***ed up, this is f***ed up why does it always have to 
end this way?
F***ed up, this s**** is f***ed up you know it always 
ends this way
Why
I
Can't
Sleep
I pray to god each and every single day
Just to make this pain and suffering I feel go away
But it does no use ?cos nobody's home
All calls diverted to answer phone
I pray to god each and every single day
Just to make this pain and suffering I feel go away
But it does no use ?cos nobody's home
All calls diverted to answer phone
A million chemicals have sucked my will to live away
As death approaches I can see the light turn darkest 
grey
A thousand tears shed by loved ones and I begin to see
All this time I thought my actions could only hurt me
There was a hundred selfish thoughts that made me act 
this way
In the end the only one that mattered was myself
They gave me one more chance I've thrown it all away 
again
How could I hurt the ones I love so much?
F***ed up, this is f***ed up why does it always have to 
end this way?
F***ed up, this s**** is f***ed up you know it always 
ends this way
F***ed up, this is f***ed up why does it always have to 
end this way?
F***ed up, this s**** is f***ed up you know it always 
ends this way