Black silence in my heart

grey chaos in my head

white loneliness in me

questions tearing me apart

love and hate fighting in me

and it hurt's like I hurt you

like you hurt me

it's all a nightmare that never seems to end

because of the curse in my sleep

grinding bleeding fighting loosing

once again

it's me and I'm falling...down



How I wish I could say

it's over now but I know it's a dream

so I just pray

that this won't tear us apart

that you'll stay

I keep your soul in my heart



War and peace negotiating my soul

going dark my smile

turning pale bedevilled darkness taking over

blinding powers shooting at my soul

it shoots and it shoots me

it's all a disaster killing me

one by one beware of the gun at your head

pulling trigger

hitting falling once again

there's blood all around



How I wish you could say

it's over now but you'll never be free

so I just pray that all your pain disappears

I'll stay until the end of endless...grie!



Eyes of ice tries to steal me

have to find some place above this empty seeds of sadness

makes me wish I'd never been born at all