He looks at me and says: 'Don't ever cross the line'. His 
face is dark and tensed, there's confusion in his eyes. I 
step away, my heart is pounding in my chest. This happens 
all the time, my mind's reacting. Who's gonna tell me I 
won't fail again? Nobody is. I'm sick of people telling 
me not to worry. Cause that's all I do, can't stop. 
Sometimes I feel okay, sometimes a nervous wreck. I'm 
fearing shadows on the wall, I'm seeing things that are 
not there. Expectations kill the best side of me. 
Responsibilities that I can't handle. Sometimes my 
thoughts are taking over | my future is uncertain. I 
loose control but can't fight back | I have to go to 
work. It is exhausting and it scares me | I won't make 
school this summer. Can't find the strength to make it 
stop | People think I'm a jerk. Who's gonna tell me I 
won't fail again? Nobody is. I'm sick of people telling 
me not to worry Cause that's all I do, can't stop.