There's times in my life where I just
 I just wanna run away  I just
 I just wish the pain would stop
 I don't wanna cry no more
 I wish the pain would go away
 Start a day  bad hands make it hard to deal
 Sometimes I wanna pull it  end it all with a bullet
 Hard to live life to the fullest with all this bullshit
 Mad as fuck  a nigga had enough
 From jump street  saw my father murder massacre slain
 One shot took half of his brain, I recapture the pain
 Twenty-three years, three when it happened
 Twenty-six now, still I can't stop the tears
 Then my mood switch, thinkin about this sheisty bitch
 Kinda funny cause they fake it when they callin you honey
 On your dick when they think a nigga, might be rich
 That's when I shit, cause I know you fuck with me for my money
 Learned the hard way, ain't no correctin the grief
 Baby moms starts sexin, my so-called beef
 Don't give a fuck if they Marked me For Death like Steven
 or relievin your breathin, long as I'm even 'fore I'm leavin
 Pain...
 I wish this pain, would go away
 We're talkin about the kind of pain that
 I wish this pain, would go away
 just gets all up in your heart, and in your soul
 I wish this pain, would go away
 The kind of pain that makes you feel like you can't go on no more
 I wish this pain, would go away
 The kind of pain that I wouldn't wish on anyone
 I can't relate to them cats who hold gats at the gate
 Is it my fate, am I that nigga, that they love to hate
 Solely, slowly, cause I rock a Roley they want my brain gone
 Cause of a fuckin chain on?
 Migraine's on, now the pain's warm, I stagger
 And I'm hopin I don't know the cat with the dagger
 Penetratin my heart, rushed thoughts etched in grief


 To the City College deceased may you rest in peace
 To the families, I never meant to cause no pain
 I know the truth, but if you want, then I shoulder the blame
 Overcome at times by uncontrollable flames, and multiple pains
 Now it seems like I'm goin insane
 For the love of you and hip-hop I expand the news
 But before my shit drops, I stand accused
 Don't you think I wish we all was rich?
 One for all it's pain to see your people when they all can't ball
 The pain..
 I wish this pain, would go away
 I wish this pain, would go away
 I don't wanna give no more pain
 I wish this pain, would go away
 I don't wanna receive no more pain
 I wish this pain, would go away
 God, please take the pain away
 I can still hear the shots that left my man Big layin
 on my knees cryin and prayin, then I said
 "God why? Got to know how hard we try
 Don't let him die, please don't let my nigga be dead"
 But it was too late, California sealed his fate
 Gone now, hard to move on now, fuck making songs now
 Wish I could die, I could fly
 If they don't give a fuck, fuck it why should I?
 That's when Big spoke, pulled up in a glistening 3
 with platinum wings and said, "Puff listen to me"
 He puts his hands on my head and said "I live through you
 Make hits continuous, this is what we do
 I know it might be strenous and times is hard
 Just keep the faith cause now we rhyme with God
 Plus you owe it to yourself and don't forget the kids"
 That's when I opened up my eyes and new Bad Boy lives
 I wish this pain, would go away
 I wish this pain, would go away
 One day the pain is gonna stop
 I wish this pain, would go away
 One day there's gonna be no more pain
 I wish this pain, would go away
 [Notorious B.I.G.]
 I'm tellin you man
 now don't let these motherfuckers fuck your shit up God
 I don't give a fuck WHO it is
 Don't let em fuck yo' paper man, please Big
 Focus your mind man, do your albums, make them hot joints
 man fuck these niggaz man
 Fuck these niggaz man
 And I'ma tell the same thing to you
 When you get your shit done, watch your money, and
 hopefully, I pray for you, you be the shit
 And soon motherfuckers start screamin your name out
 like they screamin all these other, so-called hot niggaz
 Never take your eyes off that shit yo
 Try to get everything you can out of these motherfuckers yo
 Ain't no guarantee they gonna love you next year...
 I wish this pain, would go away
 I wish this pain, would go away
 One day the pain is gonna stop
 I wish this pain, would go away
 One day there's gonna be no more pain
 I wish this pain, would go away
 One day the pain is gonna stop
 I wish this pain, would go away
 One day there's gonna be no more pain