Well I suppose that I got nothing but a monkey on my back 

I've lost the will of trying and it's never coming back 

I'm sick of seeing people breaking hearts for fun 

They laugh before it's time to die then cry benith the gun 



Well I don't know what's going down

Maybe someday I can leave this town



Can't kill the pain so I'll do it once again

And the nights are so damn long



Got seven things to live for but only one that keeps me warm

It gives me such an attitude but shelter from the storm

Well sober life and bullshit is getting to my nerves

I didn't see it coming I went straight right thru the curve



And last night I had a dream

I made love like a mean machine



But there's something in the way

The price I have to pay

For waiting patiently only I can set me free

There's something in the way

Just give me one more reason to stay



Long ride down misery lane

No hard feelings just feel the pain

Come along honey let's do it once again



Going down 

Now I have to turn around

I ain't going nowhere

Ain't going nowhere and baby make damn sure that I don't care