Shoulders of silk embrace me the day begins

 emulating the sense of your presence

 impossible as it may seem

 I calculate what could'uv been

 hipnotized eyes as I picture your face with a smile

 I lay catatonic for hours

 impossible as it may seem

 I sense we interact in this scene

 what people tell me I don't hear

 I'm sure they don't know how it feels

 

 And I do things as they come

 pretending I'll soon be with you

 impossible as it may seem

 I can't let you go just like this

 

 We both died exactly at the same time

 I do wish I was wiser

 impossible as it may seem

 I know you will soon come for me

 my hand stretches out to reach

 the closure was snatched from me

 

 And I do things as they come

 pretending I'll soon be with you

 impossible as it may seem

 I can't let you go just like this

 and I would rather just hear

 you found someone better than me

 that you did not say goodbye

 cause you couldnt find it in your heart

 

 Find a distraction, a friend, a discussion

 mimic the clumsiness found in the bottle

 grieve, grieve, grieve, no!

 

 And I do things as they come

 pretending I'll soon be with you

 impossible as it may seem

 I can't let you go just like this

 and I would rather just hear

 you found someone better than me

 impossible as it may seem

 denial is the only thing

 keeping me here alive

 take me, take me

 why me? why me?