I felt alive
Before I purged my body and mind
Like a child
I used to be a king at one point in time
Now I live in exile

So carry me to my pen
Because my youth is much too tired to go outside today
So carry me to my pen
Because my youth is much too tired to go outside today
Much too tired to go outside today
Much too tired to go outside

It's so hard to sit and wait
The ones you love will never stay
We just want to celebrate
Listen, I'm trying

It's so hard to sit and wait
The ones you love will never stay
We just want to celebrate
But I'm much too tired to go outside today