When I was young, my dreams were endless and life just 
made sense
Mother's smiling, my father's worry
And that's how things were then
Doors were closed the house was quiet
Eyes opened wide
So exciting just reminding
Tomorrow's almost here
I told my friends that I was leaving
You'll never see my face again
I told my dad he'd never get me
But he always did
And I'm so sorry 
That I never had the chance to thank you
And I'm so sorry that I can't be more
All my hope is gone
All my time is lost
And I'm stuck here
I hate myself
I hate my motives
I've lied to my family
Lied to my brother's face
I question God
I test my conscious
I'm a fake
I'll just fake it
Please stay away
Please stay
Stay away