I'm in the darkest place

I think I've ever been

you can see from the scars on my face

I'm not where I'm supposed to be



All alone

why have you forsaken me?

All alone

you make it hard to believe



I'm in the darkest place

and I don't just mean this jail

in my mind there's a darkest space

trapped in an even darker cell

you got to see it to believe it's true

that's why it's so hard to believe in you

stay real, but you got to have faith

but I wondered where you were when I needed you

when that girl was telling lies in the court

with her hand on the Bible, where was the lightning?

The great vengeance, furious anger that Samuel.

L.J. made sound so frightening

she attempted to poison a brother

and I mean it in a Biblical sense, not a black way

she succeeded to destroy that brother

it's deep; you can make a fool battle out of laughing

she just did it for the money for the cash, eh?

I bet she's rolling in it now she's famous

You must think that's fair considering

I got to deal with man who want to feel a new anus 

so you save up a months worth of fags

and trade them for a shank along with your trainers

and you take a man's life with your make-shift

knife 'cause this isn't you, messed up your

brain is.



I'm in the darkest place

I think I've ever been

you can see from the scars on my face

I'm not where I'm supposed to be



All alone

why have you forsaken me?

All alone

you make it hard to believe



Are you real or a myth?

Is there a heaven or just an abyss?

Sometimes I wonder if you even exist

'cause if you do then you're taking the piss

I don't deserve this why are you torturing me God?

We both know something ain't right here

it's been two whole months

since I killed that man and I'm still having nightmares

it was just self-defence

but try telling that to my conscience

my head's in a real bad way

but even when I tell you, you ignore me like its nonsense

I was being attacked on a daily basis

I had to do something

and it weren't like you were going to intervene at any

point 'cause you never do nothing

just I thought you'd sent me an angel

when the second man tried put the first cut in

and got stabbed instead, but now I know

that was just in my head, not the hole that I'm stuck in

'cause if he really was an angel you sent

he wouldn't be trapped in this jail with me

spread out his wings and fly

get out of this hell-hole quickly

that's how I know you're a fake

that's how I know you're a lie

that's how I know you're a made-up fictional character that

lives in the sky

yeah it's all just a con

it's all just a scam

God ain't real

it's just a sham.



I'm in the darkest place

you can see from the scars on my face

ooh yeah



I'm in the darkest place

I think I've ever been

you can see from the scars on my face

I'm not where I'm supposed to be



All alone

why have you forsaken me?

All alone

you make it hard to believe



I'm in the darkest place

I think I've ever been

you can see from the scars on my face

I'm not where I'm supposed to be



All alone

why have you forsaken me?

All alone