Many times in my life

I've tried to end it all

To many problems to overcome

it was the easy way out

look into saddened eyes

because of certain death

I stop and start to wonder

why I tried to take my fucking life



Mistake number, one



Took the weapon to my arms

My life is slowly fading

take me to salvation

I need your help to live

Reality proves me wrong

I'll never do it again

I understand why people hate me

I'll never preplan my death



Did I think it was the way

Suicide not the answer

So much life to look forward to

The truth remains to be seen

Realized Damage Done

Senses never gained

I stop and start to wonder

Why I tried to take my fucken life