I awoke in silence to broken glass

Blood stains the floor where I lay in separate halves

Trapped inside my mind my head welcomed the ground

Cursing in vain but my words offer no sound



I am lost in the spiral

My shame is stronger than desire for survival

An angel pushed me when I was pulling away

Despite my best attempts she decided to stay

Trapped in the cracks of an empty shell

On borrowed time that was spent in hell

The sum of all my fears strung out over seven long, long years



Drugs traverse my veins and leave me clutching the numb

My voice flies away further from my useless tongue

I sit quiet and still and hear worms eating the church

Maybe I believe them but I'm drunk from drinking my words



I am lost in the spiral

My shame is stronger than desire for survival

An angel pushed me when I was pulling away

Despite my best attempts she decided to stay

Trapped in the cracks of an empty shell

On borrowed time that was spent in hell

The sum of all my fears strung out over seven long, long years



Speak the words tonight, span the void inside

Let loose the words you're free, come back, come back to me

Speak the words tonight, span the void inside

Let loose the words you're free, come back, come back to me



Seven years without a voice seven months away from my side

Seven spirals into the void but it ends now, it ends tonight



I won't drag you down anymore

I am more than dead weight floating adrift

But I could never feel it brush my lips

You ask me to span the void inside

But I believe my borrowed time's run dry

I won't drag your down anymore



I wear my past as the scars on my feet

Seven years without a voice seven months away from my side

Seven spirals into the void but it ends now, it ends tonight

Seven years without a voice seven months away from my side

Seven spirals into the void but it ends now, it ends tonight