this is where it starts, when we all just fall apart, a 
hole in my head widens, my brain is drying up, where it 
shows,
everyone can see it but no one knows, offering them 
flowers in my minds rose, but in my heads windows/the 
cold wind grows and birds explode, i wrote my name in the 
snow before the ocean froze, i am so blown off, outgrown 
and froze.