I got down, I got busted
I got a big hole in my heart
I can never be trusted
I'm unstable, I got no place to start.
I got mean, I got loud, and I fell off a cloud in the middle of a carousel
I got down I got busted
And I blew it all to hell.
I got a bad reputation
Got a bad way of getting what I get
I'm a train leaving station
Full of whiskey and cigarettes.
I got mean, I got loud, and I fell off a cloud in the middle of a carousel
I got down, I got busted, and I blew it all to hell. All to hell! 
I've been dragged, drugged, and beaten
Oh, I can hardly stand
But all that I've suffered
Has been at my own hand.