You don't understand. You really fucking don't. You're going to have to try a bit harder next time. You're gonna have to think a lot, much more than this. You're gonna have to make amends. Because this is my life this is a struggle. It affects you for a day. It affects my life. Should I assume you don't care because you don't even hear me and I only know I feel silenced and devalued by you. Yes you've been raised a man. And this prison is well bricked. Make eye contact and let empathy be your file or paperclip.