Crushing pain, my soul shall die

Big girls don't complain and big boys don't cry

As you murder my soul, I keep it all inside

The hate that I feel will have to hide

Souls can be murdered but they cannot be denied

Sadness and anger fill me like the tears I never cried

You taught me so well, I can't tell you what's wrong

So I'll demonstrate the tortures that made me strong

Nobody loves me because nobody knows me

If I tell them about me, they'll laugh at me

I will always be alone because I cannot tell

No one to tell of my living hell