I wish

I could have you

Here



In my clutches



To remove the excuses from your mind

To part that haze and slice your soul to pieces



To sing a lullaby as I tied you to the slab

To shave your head with a dulling razor



As you watch

In the splattered mirror above you



To break your ribs individually

With a rock hammer



To shatter your shin bones

With a shovel



To burn your fingers & toes

To a necrotic black

With liquid nitrogen



To crack your teeth

With a splintered club



To pierce your limbs

With a nail gun



To silence your cries

To laugh in your eyes



To sharpen my favorite slicing device

And take your arms ah the elbows



To keep u alive

For a few moments longer



To smell your fear

To cover your body

With kisses & kerosene



To watch u burn

As my human sacrifice

To hear you

Scream in agony



The popping

Of your flesh

Crackling

As it cooks



To feel your child smile

The one u betrayed

The one you took



For nothing

For selfishness



...in a

Pefect world

I would get

My wish.