your spirit turns black 
as sympathy of life declines 
only selfish ways reign 
in your sickened mind 
your tears have dried 
and floods of deceit are unleashed 
upon all humanity 
heed me from you, deceiver, make believer 
you shattered my dreams in two 
all trust lost in dust 
I weep and in agony I bleed 
your honesty repressed by hypocrisy 
mental thief, turning my life into disease 
no paradise, in hell you'll see 
internally I'm screaming 
my fear of dying's dying 
as compassion decays 
tell right from wrong 
words nothing more than vicious lies, betrayal 
too late, I'm pissed off with violent rage 
we call him traitor 
... bastard ! 
hate and fear united 
won't turn into tranquillity 
no sympathy for god or christ 
reality ? 
it's all fantasy 
life's washing away 
forever caressing the bitterness 
I'm roaming forever through my anger


(c) Orphanage