You're hiding behind the face of your victims 
An imitation of the ones you killed 
Afraid...
To see yourself in the mirror (the mirror lies!) 
Afraid...
To be yourself in real life 
Bastard! Coward! 
I've blackened my inner self of innocence 
And it's tearing my soul apart 
I'm abused 
Misused 
Confused 
And I died (mentally!) 
Am I what you call insane? 
My mind decayed with hate, I lost my common sense 
Thus cannot tell right from wrong 
Revenge! 
To avenge with a relentless killing spree! 
I cannot be saved no more...
This childhood of mine betrayed 
My sanity fades away while sowing my seeds of hate 
Now tell me who's to blame! 
I'm afraid to be 
And afraid to see, to live my life as myself, so a 
Chameleon of life I'll be! 
I'll escape and be someone else! 
Memories from the past keep haunting me 
All visions of guilt and shame that will make me cry 
Even make me kill!...
And hide my face from you! 
Afraid...
To see yourself in the mirror 
It lies...
It defies...
To unleash your demise 


(c) Orphanage