i'm in a crisis i need help come on mood shift shift back to good again 

come on be a friend 



nina twin is trying to help and i really hope that she succeeds 

though i picked the thorny path myself i'm afraid afraid of where it leads 



chemicals don't strangle my pen chemicals don't make me sick again 

i'm always so dubious of your intent 

like i can't afford to replace what you've spent 



nina twin is trying to help and i really hope she gets me straight 

cause my own inner cosmology has become too dense to navigate 



chemicals don't flatten my mind, chemicals don't mess me up this time 

know you bait me way more than you should 

and it's just like you to hurt me when i'm feeling good