[Verse 1]

Waking up at the crack of noon

Reminiscing of the times I'm waking up with you

I should leave, sell my shit, make some kind of moves

I'm lying to myself, I never leave this f**king room

I gotta pile of shit I haven't addressed, head is a mess

Check the 'scrip bottles, see if any are left

There's nothing, nowhere, but let's not even go there

I'm lucky if I wake up, let alone care

'Cause there's a fine line from who I am and who I wanna be

Amazed at what I find when I look within honestly

Honestly, it feels like I'm waiting to die

Watch the days pass by, what's it mean to be alive?

And I've been killing time, going to bed with the sunrise

I got this feeling I won't make it to twenty-five

It's a far cry, know we all got hard times

But these long nights got me feeling like I wanna die



[Chorus]

Leave my body by the liquor store

I'm an asshole, let me die slow

It's too late for me, can't you f**king see

I've dug my own grave, let me f**king be

Leave my body by the liquor store

I'm an asshole, let me die slow

It's too late for me, can't you f**king see

I've dug my own grave, let me f**king be



[Verse 2]

Don't even try to feed me all that "life is what you make it"

Pull up to your 9-to-5 and smile or try to fake it

But when you're in your bed alone I know you f**king face it

One day you'll meet your maker and you'll see your life was wasted

The reaper creeping slow, I know you see him when you dreaming

You posted at a party but he's in the dark scheming

And you keep telling me that life has some sort of meaning

So sorry if I'm pessimistic but I don't believe it



[Bridge]

I'm a f**k up, motherf**ker

I'm sick of tryna find myself in others

I'm sick of seeking love, I'd rather suffer

I'm sick of life, I put that on my mother

Yeah I'm a f**k up, motherf**ker

I needed you, you left me in the gutter

The saddest part is that I really loved her

On a sinking ship, I wave as I go under



[Chorus]

Leave my body by the liquor store

I'm an asshole, let me die slow

It's too late for me, can't you f**king see

I dug my own grave, let me f**king be

Leave my body by the liquor store

I'm an asshole, let me die slow

It's too late for me, can't you f**king see

I dug my own grave, let me f**king be



[Bridge]

I'm a f**k up, motherf**ker

I'm sick of tryna find myself in others

I'm sick of seeking love, I'd rather suffer

I'm sick of life, I put that on my mother

Yeah I'm a f**k up, motherf**ker

I needed you, you left me in the gutter

The saddest part is that I really loved her

On a sinking ship, I wave as I go under